unfinished

remixed

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feels

last friday
turmoil’s the word
twice the chime
inner disruption
of all sorts and size
through thoughts and talks
out of the hole I climbed

new moon
solar eclipse

big boy
three pages written
closure
still no bad feelings
unbelievable
karmic debt
i fucking adore you
but I deserve better
thank you
and no thank you

may you find
goodbye
wishing you happies

released
with harm to none

– – – –

my loveliest love bug
made me so touched
her decision
recognized
stamp, sealed and bow tied
stuck together for life

grow olds together
throw our kitties in the air!

– – – –

on the dot
elements in place
it is my time

i cannot wait
to greet
to meet
to connect
to grow

i made promises
be nothing but loving
understanding
supportive
equal partner
feminine seduction
sexual fantasies

it’s going to be great
awesome to say the least
completed

– – – –

magic wand
glitzy wishy powder
sprinkled

the luck
i am so lucky

– – – –

can’t believe of reconnection
how amazing
i love that group of guys
they’re amazing
they opened my eyes!
a chance to collect
we’ll see ❤

– – – –

L A I A D

as if

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i left a part of me with you

– – – –

overdue reunion
as if we never separated

feels like yesterday
three seasons passed

different paths
different countries
different relationships
different surroundings

yet…

same growth
same thoughts
same evolution
same love
same questions
same feelings

soul sisters?
no doubt

past life or this life
we fuckers for life

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chaotic in my brain
not my own inner
peeking in from the out
must defuse
recenter my core

feeling unpresent
a part of me stays

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yet another interesting
that feeling i cant describe
i remember from previous encounter
sobreity proves me right

a strange feeling
with one whom i am so familiar
flirtation?
not quite
admiration?
perhaps
strange attraction
borderline delusional
guess time will tell
for now
here we part

– – – –

slowly regaining inspiration

contempoary
modern
love
life
environment
minimal

patiently i wait
almost over the hump
instinctive feelings
excitements to come

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glow fucker glow
hand in hand we grow
connected souls
in sync visions

l o v e 1 0 0 %

fellow

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double crossed
physical low
mental high
resobertizing
tip top state

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polaroid jello
loopy round and round
courageous start
turbulant journey
irratical organization
overcharged emotions
or better, lack thereof
complete flatlined at surprising times
BUT
here i stand, am, complete
push it
keep em’ coming

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jah
the waiting

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fellow feeling
wonderful being
conjuring up a space of our own
gliding through the tunes
hearing what i hear
playing in sync

the meledy jammin’
the words relating
the bodies spinning
the minds awakening

explained in words
sought out the truth
i sighed to discover
ultimately absolute

dahh
falala
delirious
the least, experience
uncommon sense
sense of irratibility
feeling of animated beings
we are sick fucks
and guess what
we own this moment

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dont try too hard
hope youre happy
words of likes
warmth to my heart
are you frontin’
untrusting being
just oepn
live
go with the flow
shake it off
free your mind
flashes of color
you’ll never know unless you try
reminder from him
questioned with
how can someone try hard at not trying
darling the answer is clear
just wait
let me solve your confusion
one of a kinds
weirdos
how did we cross paths
still unreal
jepordizing my sanity
or whats left, anyway

g a m e .

weapon

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one super ult plus two noobs
welcome welcome
to the playground
weapon of choice

my kind of raw
editless
no afterglow
simply, as it

– – – –

step it up ladies and gents

twirl your fingers
yes twirl and swirl
be gone, you fear
inevitible as seems
some black and white typography
so gloomy so shadowy

slights of sights of wonderous things
skip and hop through the random of yee
unstoppable to the poppable

HUH
what did i just read

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dreaming of a carousel

expanding

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expanding infinitely
we paused and said out loud uninamously
interesting
so many soul mates
i am too lucky
platonic chivalry i assume

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just close your lips
follow my lead
you can be trained
but i don’t know if im into it
you’re cute
stay unbreakable

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the honest
the wild
the crazy
the kink

i am pretty excited
can’t wait to meet you too
too intrigued
can hardly contain

– – – –

as for you you little punk
i got you
for some reason
deep down inside
i want to take care and nurture you
i want to lick your wounds
i want to hold you

i can do all that
with no emotions attached
it’s quite cool, isn’t it

your charms
your face
your words
all helped me on this new road
and i thank you

can’t wait to play again
you sex
you kiss
you lick

b i t e m e h a r d e r

snap

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snapped back to reality

truth
so much truth
lots to swallow

– – – –

tuning in for the best now
only the best
because I deserve the best

the best is around the corner

– – – –

relaxed day
lazy
bummin
rolling around

feeling sexy
wolfie from down under
just teasing
too many miles away

– – – –

single awareness week
A L R I G H T
im ready boo

my head
my life
my voice

h i p h i p h o o r a y

blow

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blow my mind
or better
blow yours
with a shotgun
no guts left

its my own problem
sick in the in
unable to express
any bit of e m o t i o n
killing off mine
just not somebody new

sinking cells
sunken all the way
what was it used to be
blurry so cannot be
fuck me
how

this shitting cycle
ugh unable to breathe

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O I N K
adventure time one of my third
white gurl crazy
that slice of bacon
shakin his thang
all laughs

droplets of missing you

F I T
popo airforce lion
too much self love
so much narcissism
different kind of crowd
interesting products
all competes
lines
different world

yummilicious hot
melt in your mouth

unwind

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too much time to think

spinning rut
spiral of overthinking

close one eye
shut down my mind

twirling out of control
filling the void with garbage
not better
almost disgusting
the internet
these communications
wipe them off

can i be normal now?
over being emo

p l a y d e a d

inimical

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n o t

– – – –

admitting feelings
hard hard thing
surprising feeling
unimaginary

smiles and giggles and brights and more
from your lips to your sternum down to your toes
licking every inch of my skin
holding on that time
is it no more?

get out of my head
driving me crazy
quite frankly
hung over the edge I feel
thus why
all these randoms
the net to break my fall

blehh x x

– – – –

what falling in love is
ever get to experience me that
that feeling of longing
for more than the physical being

that smile
that twinkle
truly happy for you

shining
shimmering
splendid

J A H

urge

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strange sudden overflowing

urge to know
urge to discover
urge to open
urge to linger

what to do with all this urge
where to set it
how to deal with it

many unanswers
swiveling in my helpless mind

– – – –

read . . . so easily

how . . . did you manage to see

felt . . . magnetic connection

scared . . . too close to heart

attracted . . . absurdity

pulls . . . insanely

– – – –

i feel tangled in you
still and over and again
lucky charm, you say
then can you really show me?

i am just waiting

i am no longer approaching

too much pain
too much uncertainty
too much unsubstance

at the stop
looking over my shoulder
the shadows flashes

ifs
whats
maybes
indefinitely

– – – –

drop its
R E focus
goals in stone

k e e p on g o i n g

riveting

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interesting perspective
maybe that’s what i need

honest it feels whole
hybrid connection
is it real?
beyond intrigued
devilish eyes
normality out the window
attracted to the damage
is it a trap?
oh but i am willing
so, so willing
to get tied up in your twisted web

odd, i know

– – – –

interestingly eager
rachet self proclaiming male
what the heck, i thought
charming no doubt
but what about
means well
easy flow
no pressure

up in the air
decisions decisions decisions

may be cracked
to be continued..

– – – –

a g a i n . . .

you wrinkle my sheets
you crinkle my heart

who what when where why

so many questions
too many questions
constantly overflowing
unexpressed
bottled up inside

t a n g l e d i n y o u

your finger tips
your breaths
your attentiveness
your life

i am an addict
overdose me

– – – –

blinded
faded

i see what i need to chase
i know what i have to do
missing that push

tasks
missions
must complete

e a r n e d not g i v e n

I DO GIVE A fUCK