fellow

double crossed
physical low
mental high
resobertizing
tip top state

– – – –

polaroid jello
loopy round and round
courageous start
turbulant journey
irratical organization
overcharged emotions
or better, lack thereof
complete flatlined at surprising times
BUT
here i stand, am, complete
push it
keep em’ coming

– – – –

jah
the waiting

– – – –

fellow feeling
wonderful being
conjuring up a space of our own
gliding through the tunes
hearing what i hear
playing in sync

the meledy jammin’
the words relating
the bodies spinning
the minds awakening

explained in words
sought out the truth
i sighed to discover
ultimately absolute

dahh
falala
delirious
the least, experience
uncommon sense
sense of irratibility
feeling of animated beings
we are sick fucks
and guess what
we own this moment

– – – –

dont try too hard
hope youre happy
words of likes
warmth to my heart
are you frontin’
untrusting being
just oepn
live
go with the flow
shake it off
free your mind
flashes of color
you’ll never know unless you try
reminder from him
questioned with
how can someone try hard at not trying
darling the answer is clear
just wait
let me solve your confusion
one of a kinds
weirdos
how did we cross paths
still unreal
jepordizing my sanity
or whats left, anyway

g a m e .

isolate

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this feeling
this vibe
this environment
this noise
this crowd
this familiarity
this sound
this sight
. . . so strange

O I

weird thoughts
weird feelings
longing for something
i n d e s c r i b a b l e

a closeness
a touch
a look
a warmth
to understand
OR NOT
whatever

not fighting
not searching
not trying
not rewinding
not expecting

surrender
re surrender
H O W
i n e e d h e l p

L O S T
might be the word I’m thinking
but unwilling to admit

wish i could leave
right meow
don’t see a purpose
time wasting

OKA Y
> > > > stop

restart

manifest positivity
focus on connecting
mind over matter

D O i t I C A N