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You can have anything you want if you are willing to give up the belief that you can’t have it. -Robert Anthony

again,
the Five Minute Journal gets it

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feeling really uninspired
stopped seeing things
stopped envisioning dreams
mid air drifting
directionless

seeking materialistic
again, this void
rein in this uncontrollable beast
unstable
too much to handle

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see the good
feel the good
be the good

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connect
web of
seven nation army

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the whites kicking in
mann this is what i need
a little white to my life
a little color to spare

lights dimming
i feel my thoughts turning
i really just need to embrace
this is much greater than
flatlined with no ups or downs

need to push
i need a push
push me,
please

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okay
i feel back

b a

fellow

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double crossed
physical low
mental high
resobertizing
tip top state

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polaroid jello
loopy round and round
courageous start
turbulant journey
irratical organization
overcharged emotions
or better, lack thereof
complete flatlined at surprising times
BUT
here i stand, am, complete
push it
keep em’ coming

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jah
the waiting

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fellow feeling
wonderful being
conjuring up a space of our own
gliding through the tunes
hearing what i hear
playing in sync

the meledy jammin’
the words relating
the bodies spinning
the minds awakening

explained in words
sought out the truth
i sighed to discover
ultimately absolute

dahh
falala
delirious
the least, experience
uncommon sense
sense of irratibility
feeling of animated beings
we are sick fucks
and guess what
we own this moment

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dont try too hard
hope youre happy
words of likes
warmth to my heart
are you frontin’
untrusting being
just oepn
live
go with the flow
shake it off
free your mind
flashes of color
you’ll never know unless you try
reminder from him
questioned with
how can someone try hard at not trying
darling the answer is clear
just wait
let me solve your confusion
one of a kinds
weirdos
how did we cross paths
still unreal
jepordizing my sanity
or whats left, anyway

g a m e .

shark

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WHERE M E O W ?
other half
incomplete heart
sit in my bed
experiencing feelings
feeling emotions

missing something
cannot quite steady my mind

get the ball rolling
. . . j u s t k e e p r o l l i n g

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oh wonder
current
double track
high & low

diminishing
lack of emotion
will i ever
be the same?

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three sides
perfect triangle
the only color

fill it
shape it
needle it

permanent
for life

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G O T i t ?

discern

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falling in love
w a w
unexpected
need the most work
perceived differently
different light
coming of love and warmth
beginning to see the goods
p r e t t y c o o l

d a h

im amazed
kind of s e x y

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heart to heart
U N I
yummy
one of the best remains
stoned
o happy day

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Pierre Balmain
details
one of my favorite pairs
high rise
asymmetrical
dig
E D G E

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bipolar
zip it up

LETS GO

two zero one five

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new
dejavu
not quite
b u t
definitely somewhat white
near far
nowhere you are
deep within me
no substance to think

fog
Blurred
life is a hurricane
twirling up
to the top
no pause no pause

life’s odd
expect the unexpected
no case in life

where to go now
what to do here
so many options
so many chances

r e s o l u t i o n s
> listen
> active
> german
> mindful
> present
> no regrets
> no fear
t a k e e v e r y c h a n c e

little big handsome glover
where you at
shy cutie
my favorite type
i dig
chance meet
anticipate next
new looker
love discoveries

life
new year
should be wiser
would be wiser
do not rush
think twice
think thrice
what rice

bars
favorite
if I had a choice
be on that white day and night
choice
unsober
i dig
but not a good way
mixology
of all kinds
chemistry & emotions

creamy
hard
sticky
crave
lick
swirl
rhythm

U G H

prep

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hours and hours
days and days
weeks and weeks
e v e n months and months

bleh

i am jolly
in the spirit, even
can’t help but feel
a twinkle of dissatisfaction

. . . and then what?

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new project
i8
yeah
no biggie
FUCK YOU
made my year
bestestestestestestttt

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p r e s e n t p r e s e n t s
ready?

am

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t h r e e

obvious but not
what is it that you want

feeling tunes
hearing weird

thinking loopy
saying nonsense

breathing you
touching cold winter air

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A L O O F
pattern
not letting it change
do not want more
weekly
no expectation
no destination point
eye s e e

– – – –

bad timing
d o n e its too late
c i r c u s
good show
transparently clear
enjoying the moment

f r o n t r o w a n d p o p c o r n

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see you in my dreams
if I can sleep

b a r i s l i f e

i.

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27 days more
2 0 1 4

l i f e f o r m
deep
knowledge
harmoniously challenged
B A N G B A N G
forever changing
chaos & irony
stop falling
no lies
be upfront
b e e p b e e p

i p o l a r o p p o s i t e
too much too little
micro vs enormous
transparency vs vantablack
never always
obsessive distant
all or nothing

shush
H A L T a l l t h o u g h t s
listen with your soul
do you feel it?
give it all up
b e g u i d e d w i l l i n g l y
embrace the unknown
D I N V I N I T Y

radiant
beautiful
enjoy life passionately.