Your mind is constantly projecting—projecting itself. Your mind is constantly interfering with reality, giving it a color, shape, and form that are not its own. Your mind never allows you to see that which is; it allows you to see only that which it wants to see. -Osho
hence
listening tis a great gift
the grandest gift
to give
and to receive
today
i listened
i let my father speak
although most i’ve heard in times past
but today
it sounded different
through his many roles
provider he deemed of most value
his utmost priority
must provide
at any cost
at all cost
through that
in my perspective
he lost his sight on the prize
who are you providing for
what are you providing for
once upon a time
the drive was simple
to provide for family
to supply an abundance of
so family doesn’t endure hardship
to focus on being one
or so i assume
fast forward a drive-turned habit
habitually unstoppable
can’t stop
won’t stop
shan’t stop
take a deeper look inside
manipura of its utmost imbalance
through providing
you’ve lost unity
through providing
you’ve failed to see anything outside of
through providing
you’ve overcomplicated
through providing
you’ve destroyed
that raw seed of drive
the drive that brought you here today
no matter what happens
from your perspective
its all o k a y
its all e x c u s a b l e
its all w e l l w i t h i n r e a s o n
because at the end of the day
you’re still the provider
and you’re doing the best you can
the irony of life
is it
often the very thing that drives us
becomes the very thing that destroys us
often the very thing that entangles us
becomes the very thing we despise
one thing i did happen to catch
a rare truth of a statement
you admitted fault to parenting
the lack of in each five of us
admitting is the first step
bravo father bravo
it might not be too late
i didn’t interrupt
i watched you move your lips
listened as your thought process unfolded
bare
naked
raw
all that in relation of
communication at its best
how many chances do we get
rare occurrence all the same
life doesn’t stop spinning
can’t seem to draw my focus
mirror to you
perhaps
maybe
– – – –
dad i love you
i truly accept you for all that you are
thank you for showing me
all the to be’s
and not to be’s
i am thankful to be your daughter
US, i’d choose again in lifetimes over
what you provide
allowed me to fly high on this life of mine
you have given me an opportunity
the opportunity
to achieve something
to acquire that thing
unimaginable
i am on my way
through the halted chasing
space you’ve left behind
i have somehow collided
falling into me
– – – –
seek what is beautiful
seek the very thing you want
seek those feelings you lust
crave all that sensation you seek
quora answer to
how to improve
contrary to most
one stood out to me
close everything
stop reading
stop watching
just stop
cleanse yourself
until there is no society left inside
in turn
you might get a glimpse
that sparkle
that outlook that is uniquely yours
truly yours
and that’s the treasure to be cherished
part of lifes journey
the very concept that flows me
we are all born into this world
intuitively knowing
how we feel
what we want
what we like
what we don’t like
we did not have to mask that as babies
we were accepted as we are
soon, it changes
our parents tell us we’re wrong
our teachers tell us we’re wrong
our society tell us we’re wrong
they shove their ideal
their vision
their need to be the absolute
down our throat
through our entire being
derailing us so far from our inner need
we start to believe that
maybe that’s the life
maybe that’s the journey
maybe that’s the mate
to our doing
the furthest quest in life
is the one leading back to you
no city far enough
no river wide enough
no mountain high enough
no journey long enough
than the mission to unravel your in
who am i
what is life
who are you
why is life
purpose?
drive?
survive?
life?
how?
me?
when?
u n r i d d l e m e
please
– – – –
hi
there you are
its been a while
maybe cause its midnight
maybe because your busy mind finally rests
i miss you boo
i do
but i am so happy
everywhere i turn
i feel the love of john
i feel my mom’s love
my visions are actually becoming reality
i am so happy
i wish that for you
wishing you well
wishing you love
wishing you all the best
sorry i can’t be there
i no longer have that right
for all the right reasons
be well
never stop flowing~
a l i c e ' s ⋆ p l a y g r o u n d 