black black heart

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that intimate
that gooey
that shade

i gift to you
times two

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dizzo
swimming in white
floato
spinning in ty
licko
sucking in twice

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shallow thoughts
simple words
shrinking intelligence
swallow it down

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i said no
surprised myself
purposeless wasting stamina
believe i am strong
but i really am
you see?

c o u n t d o w n

prep

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hours and hours
days and days
weeks and weeks
e v e n months and months

bleh

i am jolly
in the spirit, even
can’t help but feel
a twinkle of dissatisfaction

. . . and then what?

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new project
i8
yeah
no biggie
FUCK YOU
made my year
bestestestestestestttt

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p r e s e n t p r e s e n t s
ready?

obsessed

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menswear
o v e r s i z e d
make it mine
own it
ultimate feminism
le smoking

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givenchy
“g E e v an c h i c”
indescribable print
floral abstract
smitten

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splurge on necessities
n i c e t h i n g s m a k e s m e j o l l y
grateful for be able to spoil the ones i love

c h r i s t m a s i s n e a r

H O H O H O