twinkle

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tinkle?
no, twinkle
but w h e r e ?
in your eyes
flickering
dimming
closing.

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bumps
humps
not feeling my best

emotion?
physical?
psychological?
spiritual?

unfulfilled

– – – –

loyalty comes first
if you can’t swear your loyalty
than move on pretty please

don’t waste my time
don’t waste my energy

i really do see what you do
not the only one
but you’re not going to fool me
honestly
truthfully

y o u s u c k
wish he can see

tick tick
tock tock

o v e r

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in the midst of all this complaining chaos
creativity is at its best
literally able to switch my thoughts
inspired by all that surrounds me

visually focused

the crave to create
itching in my bones

(want to ) see
(need to ) capture
(learn to ) draw
(splatter the ) paint
(time to ) develop
(fight for ) new experience
(unblock ) my own limitations

ideas rolling in
let’s get started asap, shall we?

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the big o
not satisfied
take me higher

– – – –

jaja
b e s t V E R S I O N

shark

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WHERE M E O W ?
other half
incomplete heart
sit in my bed
experiencing feelings
feeling emotions

missing something
cannot quite steady my mind

get the ball rolling
. . . j u s t k e e p r o l l i n g

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oh wonder
current
double track
high & low

diminishing
lack of emotion
will i ever
be the same?

– – – –

three sides
perfect triangle
the only color

fill it
shape it
needle it

permanent
for life

– – – –

G O T i t ?

cosmic

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D A L I
h i s l i p s

base
surrealism
take me back to Barcelona

– – – –

p o s i t i v i t y
developing

new year
events planned
goals set
short term in process
long term awaits
ideas coming
so excited
can hardly wait

must remember to live in the now
savor each moment
sands of time forever slipping
ungrippable
i feel fine though
no longer scared of facing the future
wide open arms
W H A T C U M S* , C O M E S

you see what i did there? :p

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A R T of all forms
tires
sides of buildings
geometric
technicolor
black and white
words of opinions
words of attention
floor art
elder eyes
risqué at its best
fly on high
the wings of le lost angels
back to back
receiving
blend in with your surroundings
nonstop dreamer dreams
make me wild

somethings aching inside
somethings exploding
i feel a passion
i feel a need to express
never felt so alive

– – –

committed life partners
without obligation of monogamy
so lucky, shall i say
my best friends
my soulmates
my lovers
and most importantly, me

S M I L E
✌️

L

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future
b e r l i n
wonderlust
ultimate
c o l l i d e d s o u l s

doing it all

– – – –

cold hard grip
inverted slow exhales

crazy diamond
nauseous scorpion
wakey wakey firefly
t i n k e r w h a t

m o v e s
D R E A M S mmhmm

– – – –

cutoff
goodbye
don’t miss you
and you
and you
and you, too.

D L T

– – – –

whispers and moans
cross donzo
different level
different ways

un
deux
trois
quatre

ooze
squeeze
restirct
xxx

it feels tastes so yummy
envision it all
trip your mouth
eat up your mind

s e x
&
d r o g u e s

discern

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falling in love
w a w
unexpected
need the most work
perceived differently
different light
coming of love and warmth
beginning to see the goods
p r e t t y c o o l

d a h

im amazed
kind of s e x y

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heart to heart
U N I
yummy
one of the best remains
stoned
o happy day

– – – –

Pierre Balmain
details
one of my favorite pairs
high rise
asymmetrical
dig
E D G E

– – – –

bipolar
zip it up

LETS GO

incendiary

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unintentional
abrupt
waves and waves
nonstop
how to stop
where to end

– – – –

purging
unready
will i truly ever be
erase

– – – –

blah
so many thoughts
so few words

can’t i stay right
just for a night

blocked
blinded from the mind

f u c k

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screams of silence
swallowed breath by breath
puzzled by all that connects us

drive
goals
dreams
life

chicken or egg

inner struggle
life of an abuser
must go on for how much long
long thick and juicy
that’s what she said
unfinished

– – – –

you don’t know me
because
i don’t even know who you’re trying to get to know
one day i am this
the next i am that
i can be your fucking soul mate
also capable of becoming your worst nightmare
shall we play

nah
to be really honest

no time
no cells
no interest

o h
h a w t
d a m n n

isolate

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this feeling
this vibe
this environment
this noise
this crowd
this familiarity
this sound
this sight
. . . so strange

O I

weird thoughts
weird feelings
longing for something
i n d e s c r i b a b l e

a closeness
a touch
a look
a warmth
to understand
OR NOT
whatever

not fighting
not searching
not trying
not rewinding
not expecting

surrender
re surrender
H O W
i n e e d h e l p

L O S T
might be the word I’m thinking
but unwilling to admit

wish i could leave
right meow
don’t see a purpose
time wasting

OKA Y
> > > > stop

restart

manifest positivity
focus on connecting
mind over matter

D O i t I C A N

vitiate

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n o m o r e
be infinite
to infinity and beyond
thoughts cannot be verbalized
short term
long term
too many decisions

– – – –

defying gravity
as if it is the first time
talents
something green
something perky
tasty mmmm
yellow brick road

– – – –

mia
whats new
no feelings
prefer it this way

– – – –

no second chance
kind of bummed
for some reason im stuck on one
no response
effed shit up . . . .
sigh
my bad

– – – –

w i s h l i s t
happy gummy bears
w h e r e

W A N T M E O W

black black heart

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that intimate
that gooey
that shade

i gift to you
times two

– – – –

dizzo
swimming in white
floato
spinning in ty
licko
sucking in twice

– – – –

shallow thoughts
simple words
shrinking intelligence
swallow it down

– – – –

i said no
surprised myself
purposeless wasting stamina
believe i am strong
but i really am
you see?

c o u n t d o w n