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somewhere
over that
over that hump
i am

sounds of the ocean
waves of the atlantic
the best vibes
with my one and only

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going along
some kinds of fun
wazing through crowds
experiencing visual forms
creative lives
we us then
sacred works of all
interconnected through this platform
free expression
venus’s the limit
get on that

boxes of cubicles
heart and souls
all bits of brain juice
splashes of the taints
glossy over that source of boom

vibrance
minimal
shapes
contrast
influenced
light up
steel works of art
art that tells of ones deepest secrets

its that
that’s amazing
that outlet

– – – –

no matter if
you are great
it shall be your loss
if and maybe why
not sure what to think
calming myself
reeling my thoughts in
not worth it really
too much to explore
can’t hold on to your spot
see how it plays
numbered days
blerch

what can you offer me
besides that sense of security
that tall glass of eye candy
nothing else really
adventure…eh
love…eh
sex…hmm
exactly
so there is much to be proven
until then
don’t get too comfortable boo
get ready for a fight
prize of your life
mm okay thanks bye

– – – –

treasure map
have you finally gathered snack and supplies
hunting in that city of ours
first ever exchange

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big ol’ grey cloud
what are you up to
What are you thinking
what do you do
my curiosity gets the best of me
i know there’s warnings
shall tread carefully
arms length
don’t mind the fire
hope not to get burned
reveal yeself!

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i reminisce
for the thousandth time i swear
the last tangle
fitting so perfectly in yours
your fingertips traced over my skin
marking itself ever so familiarly
playing the keys to the tunes of my soul
the touch of magic
you have

i fucking miss
the thought of you
the texts of you
the smiles of you
the smell of you
lingering
never forgotten
connected through the cloud of sound
forever and more

lost in you no longer
i should be glad
a tad i guess
sanity > it all

– – – –

cheerio proposal
i know what you want
i am unable to fulfill that position right now
my bad for peeling the old wound
its truly unfair
my head clearly knows
how perfect you’d treat me
unready for that
that step is big
too big for us at the moment
my apologies

– – – –

nineteen months
can it be?
anticipating
might be light and fun
comfort at the least
see ya thursday!

– – – –

so much media
too much
too fucking much
someone something somewhere
telling you
who to be
what to think
no room for self growth

UGH

i know the inevitable
i don’t want to complain
i can’t say i am completely free of

BUT F U C K

how can i avoid
take the first steps of my path
completely out of the box
never the first
can it be
born dis da hipsters
weird loop
unsolvable loop
the only one i am responsible for is
me, myself and i

center and stand tall
do my best
live my life
let all else flow on

– – – –

all these distractions
all these males
just need to remind myself
of the one criteria

you must be passionate about me

no passion
no go
not settling for anything less
oh, the ease
i got this
reminded!

– – – –

keep reading
keep praticing
that unconditional love
keep searching
keep experiencing

all the pieces falling together
all once so broken
falling back together so perfectly

believe in me
take me higher
i love this life
i love my life

– – – –

twinsie
matching
all day
all night

this soul twin of mine
unlike any other i have met
her individuality
leads me gently to inspire me
gives me space to grow into my own
some sort of opposites
but we work
hey
like magic on ice
no sense but what sense to life really

this trip
we made it our own
we made it one of the bests
another city to add to the books
so many more adventures to come

the best duo
you’ve got to show me love
pillow fights
i got handled
snapchat noobies
natural conversationalists
instant moments
imperfectly perfect moments
all the moments
recorded
remembered

woo
you’s it

a i n i

three four seven

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life
what is

THIS IS

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so hard to put these feels into words
this amazingness
awesomely out of this world
almost out of body
insanely unreal
experience to the say the least

from the glance of my reflection in his eyes
to my reflection in all my recent encounters

i see ME
the me i am destined to be

how fucking sick
to get here
not even in twelve months time
super powers i must possess
LOL
just keeeeeding

priorities straight
fights no more
i am so sure
one hundred percent
no need to bicker for acknowledgement
the result is inside
shining outwardly

amongst every contact
exuding the best
acceptance of all
understanding perspective

after all, we are just human
fighting for our own
searching for our light
exploring for our home

the home in ourselves
the home in our other half
the home in our family
the home in our love

only the beginning
the beginning of my next journey
i can hardly contain the excitement
lots of preparation
last week to subdue
finish with a bang bang sha bang
2 0 1 5
you’ve been so good to me
i fucking

L O V E

shirk

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better each other
companionship
the sexiest kind
to grow
no games
be direct
life goals
extreme funs
endeavoring sights
unstoppable giggles
is what

c l e a r m i n d

no rush
stay strong
two thirds to go
time will tell

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intrigued by this
out of left field i say
building this odd connection
between this many miles apart
who wouldve thought
story sharing
pictures and greetings
its weird
can’t help but feel
probability tis big giant cloud?
i don’t know
but i will know

nice atm

– – – –

little trinkets
little flashbacks
always missing
m y l i t t l e p u n k
one and only lucky charm

how are you
how have you been
how are you eating
how have you slept

may life bring you nothing but the best
you deserve the best
if not the best of the best
know you’ll always get up so do your best
hold you hand, i wish
look forward to the next life with you
i think i love you always
always the best

– – – –

flew by it went
seven days down
explored the cities
mini me of mine

sick lines and structures
rigid culture and traditions
pretties nails and shizz
made yummies sushi and rice
heaven made bar be que we devoured
the hearts to hearts i cherish
blessing may it be at times
great memories for life

T O K Y I O O O DES

ides

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people come
people go
passing by
without a hold

staring into the landscape
aligned to perfection
unreal almost
glimpse of reflections
background fading
focused silhouettes
open imagination

beings
uniques
varieties
left
walks
right
glides

on and on with life

– – – –

rush less
savor and embrace
each moment
each smile
each person
each connection

– – – –

twist i wonder
forever thoughts
cant stop listening
perfect lyrics

wildest dreams
saw the end as it begins
this is going to take me down
i surrender whole heartedly
under one condition
remember to remember me

goodly normal but wild
the shape of your dreams
unbelievable chance
said your eyes
you’re my chosen one
stop doubting that

if i could go back
i would say a few more things
i would hold on a few moments longer
like it could be the last time ever
which could be the case it seems
that thought alone chokes me up
here’s hoping
tall glass of noon
happily ever after thoughts
to the next encounter, cheers

– – – –

harder to depict
one so close to home
minimizing unrealistic holds
of something that might not come to be
need to remain optimistic
not shooting for the moon
staying grounded
a first
best kind of norm
what i dreamed of for myself
at the start of this journey
could it be
can it be
so many possibilities
ugh
but stop
be patient
trust
flow… it goes

– – – –

my hearts
boys to men
these memories
never enough time

how many chances does one get
to give and receive so much
l o v e
h a p p i n e s s
how lucky do i completely feel
to be a part of their lives
for them to be a part of mine

instant moments
creative spirits
space exploration
top security
casa di sexy diablos
diabloettes
eye opening
nonstop enjoyment

unexpected attraction
who is she i questioned
it is who she knows herself
answered the foolishly wise
lightbulb
of course
that’s what it is
fully aware
i strive
constellation
imprinted in my mind
i will be back

s q u a d
rebond completion
next adventures in the works
time may fly
but we will never change
#ifweevermeetagain
always surely completely

– – – –

feels
in my veins
hitting the boiling point
so much urge
oozing out of each cell
can’t stop looking
can’t stop exploring
can’t stop
fucking amazing

s i m p l y

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say it
wear it
dream it
scream it

one more time
backwards
e c i l a
upside down
what does it
who says it
whoever unriddles this shall be mine

– – – –

feeling blindly
blinding feeling

wait

i mean

feeling blinding
overwhelming feelings
not so sure
of these waves of emotions
the twist especially
unexplainable
out of the norm

– – – –

as if

what if

to if

if has lost its meaning

– – – –

trust is the theme
trust in the universe
trust in life
trust in me, most importantly

trust the experiences
trust the significance of events
trust the feelings
T R U S T

working on it 👍🏼

– – – –

new city
first for my physical body
cant say for my deja vu’s
never gets old

altitude
longitude
atmospheric differences
always one of a kind

feeling lucky
feeling happy
feeling all the good stuff

e X c i t e m e n t

light

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sore cheeks
endless laughters
how lucky
am i

the journeys the thing
so i have realized
no longer obsessing
that perfectionist mentality
suppressing completely
go with the flow
let life happen

– – – –

one week later
got my stomach twisted
i cringe at the distance
wonder if thats your feelings too

unexpected
how much yellow
my little big giant
one nights encounter
got me smirking all day long
the mark
the jokes
the sensations
the eyes
the music
all so close
yet so far

the first time to say
completion of effort
#noregrets
invited and waiting

– – – –

master of time pieces
how interesting

can’t say yet
shhhh
be patient
unjinx please

– – – –

four hundred miles up
reunited with my hearts
long overdue

bao
how time flies
never have i ever
experience such soul filling words
filling soul experiences
my best friend, i can say

five years ago
this state we stand
undoubtly identified
craziest
out of control
d o w n duo
look at us now
this fascination
this journey of life
hand in hand
taking over the aesthetics of life

di
half of our lives
fourteen rounds of three hundred sixties
a different side
a different connection
unconditional love
the best kind of love
ever so grateful
for half of one of the bests
missing other half
reunion plans, in the works
fingers crossed

i miss already

– – – –

ten days countdown
soaring higher and beyond
got so many plans ahead
can’t stop won’t stop
my playground

l i m i t l e s s

der kuss

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rodger that

#noregrets
first choice mutually
my straylian soldier
“confidence booster”

P R A G U E
unforgettable
my ultimate company
super cutie
old town square
le clock tower

bits
and ticks
seconds fly by
countdown of us
making the most of each other
to the deepest bits
drops
reds
every sensation
the way i like

never have i ever
dance the night away
public displays of affection
champagne room what is

– – – –

afterthought

so strange
so close
in days time
could get used to

– – – –

double karma
too many mars
can’t lie and say i don’t reminisce
good times
felt your passion
reignite mine

words unsaid
maybe next year
maybe never
nonetheless

t h a n k y o u

now

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the secret
it seems

perfect balance?

– – – –

red queen’s race no more

finding my truth
i seek and i shall find

evolving

– – – –

a b c s
stuck in my head
tug of war
can’t seem to lure it out

what the flow
with what flow
the usual
would
be
but why

analyze
no outer substance
not a single milligram
all day

not here right meow
please try again tomorrow

b e e p

abstemious

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addiction, under control
moderately syncing
balancing it all

– – – –

the final goodbye 🍀💚
i cherish forever and more
none but the best wishes

being fully without
beats waves of warptwerkhuhwhatyeah
completely lost in time
ten months front line combat day and night
been. in. through.
im alright
could get used to
the calmest goodbye

– – – –

HIGH ON LIFE

then
dwelled on the neg

now
i magnetize
all that is good
all that is amazing

ridiculous shift
utterly surreal
– – – – 

motherfuckin’ a l i c e i s b a c k 

cross my heart 

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r e f o r m e d

– – – –

time is flying by
almost feels like,
no moment to stop
pause
or think
its just all happening
so quick

no longer scared
just second guessing
how right its become
how whole i have been feeling
its so strange
ugh
i cant even describe it

blink of the eye

– – – –

with you,
even more so
this connection
this life
whats to come

reminding myself to not expect
no more disappontments

– – – –

h i