plane crazy

if i go

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weird
these feelings

if i go
will you miss me

not in my hands
feeling all sorts of odd
emotionally challenged
emptied sockets

if i go
know that i am no longer in pain
although many more things i’ve yet to do
but i’ve done so much
most of all i became me
practioner of unconditional love

you
all bits and pieces
slices of my core
you all make who i am
i am a little of each of you
the most beautiful souls in this world

family
best friends
soul mates
guides
my world

all the smiles
all the twinkles
all the links
all the kinks

rebirth again and again
tumble and rumble through it all

i am the luckiest
i wouldn’t be anyone else but me
if i can do it
you can do it too
i believe in you

no matter how young
no matter how ignorant
no matter how naive

each and everyone of us
are doing our best in this moment
the best way we know how

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y o u

yellow
took your time
oh but the feelings you make me feel
i have yet to experience

its so nice
but so scary

i can never not see
but with you
i feel like i can close my eyes
and everything will be alright

better than better
finer than fine

this trust
never have i ever

– – – –

taking off
in the hands of the mighty universe

no matter how high
never let me forget
how grateful
how out of this world my life has been

lucky am i
my playground

to be continued. . .

paper plane

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how must you ache
i understand
at least you have me
i promise to make it
to make your sacrifices worth it

just a week
easily spared
meanings of gold

tears
aching for you
that selfish fucker
cannot describe
absolutely speechless

just do
at least
prove the least

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fifth day
twenty eighth day
two hundred eighty eighth day

two zero one six
no boys
no c o c a i n e

my numbers
little goals
every second that ticks
all the credit is mine
i’ve done it now

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– – – –

warped between thirteen and fourteen
first segment of the year
high and up above
with my golden wings
accelerating through with ease

a student to the earth
a lover to self fellow beings
a giver returning blessings
a master to focused thoughts

cannot lie
cannot say i am not greedy
i want it all
i want to feel it all
i want to embrace all of it

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vision

layers
my own space
rustic stories
originality
splashes of colour

opening my eye
seek standing still
in the moment
combination of the senses
product of my membrane

touch down
creatively flowing
enjoying the process
little pranks of le beloved mercury
laughing it off
retracing my thoughts

tradition and rules
research and decompose
out of the box i say
no box can contain this
i grow
expansion is due

looking forward
delighted to grasp
this future of mine
ready to fight relentlessly
for my own recognition

M I N E

cleansed

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45 degree
double time
loopy
three sixty
spread le ailerons
control those flaps
drifting with rudders

critical angle of attack
b e w a r e

a different view
it’s worth it

for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction

no shit
i get it
s l o w l y surely

– – – –

heal
touch
heart
felt

much lighter
much braver
much to do

guided
once again
amazing

that almost complete narcissist
something white
ha lightbulb two times
i get the game
let us play

little girl
don’t you cry
i promise
to keep your eyes smiling and dry
a day at a time
don’t be afraid
because i’ll always be here
been long overdue
the life of light
can’t wait to start living
let go of my fear of succeeding

thrust forward
full mixture in
take off

– – – –

crickey pikey
how yummy are you
crispy toasty livery
greens with a kick
that sour doe
raw with a side of pomegranate
dark on the house

fa la la
jolly ho delly
van finds ice joins they eat

V A N I C E E A T S

– – – –

certain roles
certain rules

cannot be defined
can definitely be refined

change is near
change is in

all set in place
all’s meaning on a silver platter

– – – –

learn!
S O M U C H T O L E A R N
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