just sayin’

bend it don’t break it

– – – –

dots connected
missing in action

– – – –

disrupted
dethroned thee long ago
sort of bother
i guess

your sight
that condescending glare
who the fuck cares
it all drips with disdain
completely reflecting back onto your soul
havnt gotten the chance to tell you
your hatred and your negativity
shows to tell on your face

it’s okay
not worth my time
can’t even deal
not even same playing field
brutal truth
payce betch
trust me
it be the last time ever

out of left field
off of my chest
in n out

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the dots
back
aligning it all
assembling on command

foretelling le creative path
forgot i must’ve
but it came
came so hard

day 1 email
day 3-5 viva la fucking vegas
day 6 IN CLASS

what the fuck just happened
exactly the freakazoid aspect of my cells
no chance to hesitate
no time to rethink
this is the way to go
eight hours four classes in
insert vacuous invasion
finish is the goal
i push

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le penguin spirit animal
blessed with the ability to create anything and everything chosen in life
understanding the concept of team work and utilize it constantly in order to achieve what is wanted
knowing exactly where destined plus what i am trying to accomplish at all times
moving easily between spiritual and physical realms
including having a gift for lucid dreaming

owl notifies of the need to remove myself from the noise of life and become the still silent observer

(taking off to sin city)
bat asks to grow and become my own future emphasizing on moving forward and stay balanced in the present

(black and YELLOW.. zoom out.. feline)
tiger assures to remain persistent in achieving my goals; success is there but must be patient
thanked and relieved too much power

(orbiting.. circling.. round and round)
snake tells that i am in the process of transformation where old wounds are now healed allowing me to move forward without guilt or fear

(white fluff, brown, black midsize running across intersection in Slake)
dog reminds that i should always be truthful and loyal to myself; kindness > criticism

unconditional love

this is no time for me to be nervous
and or loose control
take a deep breathe WOOSAH
make sure i am relaxed
then decide the direction i need to move in
stay true to my highest self with this decision

let it be
accept
stay open

– – – –

infinitely at ease
amongst creativity
live there
breathe there
happy place

most wanted man
number six
that face

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haze
late bloomer
written over

b l o o m i n g

askance

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F U C K – – I T
i am doing it anyway

– – – –

M – issing
I – n
A – ction

so many ups
so many downs
so many feelings
so many missed emotions

f l a t l i n e d

– – – –

make a choice

do you want to be right?!
do you want to be happy?!

the latter, indeed.

– – – –

you are STRONGER than you realize

the smallest words will break your heart

you WILL change
you’re not the same person you were three years ago;
you’re not even the same person you were three minutes ago
THAT IS OKAY
especially if you don’t like the person you were before

PEOPLE C O M E & G O
some are cigarette breaks
others are forest fires

you will not like your name
….until you hear someone say it in their sleep

n e v e r stop yourself from telling someone you love them
….even if it is at 4am

make sure you have a safe place
whether it’s the kitchen floor
or the travel section of a bookshop
just make sure you have one

you will be scared of all kinds of things
of spiders and clowns and eating alone
BUT your biggest fear is that people will see you the way you see yourself

sometimes, looking at someone will be like looking into the sun
sometimes someone will look at you like you ARE the sun
WAIT FOR IT

always be friends with broken people
….they know how to survive

you can love someone and hate them
A L L at O N C E
you can miss them so much it aches
but still ignore your phone when they call

you are good at something
whether it’s making people laugh
or remembering their birthday
do not let anyone tell you these things don’t matter.

YOU will always be hungry for love.
always.
even when that someone is asleep next to you
….you will envy the pillow touching their cheek
and the sheet that is hiding their skin

loneliness has nothing to do with how many people are around you
but how many of them understand you

people say I LOVE YOU all the time
even when they say ‘why didn’t you call me back’ or ‘he is an asshole’
…make sure you are listening

you will be okay.

Y O U W I L L B E O K A Y !