closer


another weekend
another adventure
hours of dancing
earloads of great sounds
all around good vibes
what more to life

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relived the young
rolly polly three days straight
first of all vegas experiences
and you too

i saw your effort
i felt the magnitude of magnetism
cannot lie but i do wonder
just an influenced action
or influenced encouragement
either way
i enjoyed it all the way

feeling safe
feeling protected
feeling close
feeling attached

its been a while
avoided closeness
avoidant tendencies
too much in my head
pushed it all away

refelt that warmth
i crave it
even more certain
of a stability i’ve yet to find
with you or not
i seek that love
that look of absolute
manifesting for that
finally ready

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one of the best weekends
only good souls
souls that matter
the experience i belong
nothing compares
my second home i say
see you next year
thank you edc

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constantly improving
evolving into a better me

there are days
i can hardly recognize the person in the mirror
i couldn’t have dreamed
of the being i have become

identity crisis
extreme ends of spectrum
now i have realized
in coming to peace
instead of denying my past
decided to join the old and the now
to morph into the best of both worlds
leaping into my future plans and encounters

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mutual confessions
prolonged attraction

two year anniversary of our meeting
one year anniversary of our first hand held

cannot help but smile

electric sky is the theme
it’s all in the air
experience i will cherish

weirdly conscious
no obsessive thoughts
let it flow
not pushing for anything
thankful for the chance

your lips
your touch
your embrace
your protection

remembered and cherished

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soul sisters
twin tower
thankful for your presence
re fell into love
with you and our familiarity
we know each other so well
in sync in our stomping ground

i love you
please let me lead you
this first step
to fly into outer space
where nothing is the limit
freeing our body mind and souls

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brothers
family
best friends
familiar faces

wow
right?
motherfucking W O W

no other life i would rather live
luckiest human being alive
through my looking glass
absolutely loving everything
loving everyone
loving experiences
it’s so nice

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rusty
lack of expressive words
faded
closer

ugh
drunk off the weekend
filled up with the energies of this fantasyland
that one weekend of the year
where you can be who you truly want to be
expression of yourself fully
not judged
not critiqued
this free loving festival of people and neon lights
all happiness
the place to get lost
amongst ourselves
best headliners of the universe

i am so happy
so f u c k i n g happy

der kuss

rodger that

#noregrets
first choice mutually
my straylian soldier
confidence booster

P R A G U E
unforgettable
my ultimate company
super cutie
old town square
le clock tower

bits
and ticks
seconds fly by
countdown of us
making the most of each other
to the deepest bits
drops
reds
every sensation
the way i like

never have i ever
dance the night away
public displays of affection
champagne room what is

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afterthought

so strange
so close
in days time
could get used to

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double karma
too many mars
can’t lie and say i don’t reminisce
good times
felt your passion
reignite mine

words unsaid
maybe next year
maybe never
nonetheless

t h a n k y o u