redhairyogi007

year to  l e a r n
f u n  objective i deem
addition of  s e l f

s c h o o l  of sorts
understanding
identifying
c o m p r e h e n ding
proficiency of self
one level  u p

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2  0  1  8

  • f i n d  website designer
  • c l e a n  out storage
  • create/produce icy  s o n g
  • i f s  training
  • l a u g h ing  yoga training
  • restorative yoga training
  • host one icy class
  • host one dinner party with  c o l l a b  (aiming for march)
  • white out car  i n s t a l l a t i o n  (april)
  • learn  d u t c h
  • learn to  f l y   a helicopter
  • left nipple ring
  • tat removal
  • try to make one new dish/ w e e k l y
  • physical  s t r e n g t h  building: boxing, dance & acroyoga
  • d a i l y  blog of the things i see, read and learn

 

T R A V E L

  • san francisco o125-o129
  • new york city o221-o3o1
  • san francisco o322-o326
  • taiwan for 30th birthday
  • copenhagen o5o8
  • scanadavia & russia o512-o6o2
  • berlin o6o2
  • amsterdam o6o5
  • croatia o7o2
  • boom, belgium (tomorrowland?)
  • prague o8o7
  • budapest (sziget fesitval) o8o9
  • london?
  • japan?

 

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2  0  1  7  m y  r  e c a  p

  • love is infinite
    b i r t h  of
    my wildest dream
    d o  b e  g o o d
  • a c c e p t ance and letting go

in so much i read
so much i learn
if it comes, let it
if it goes, let it
how easier it is so said than done
for a type a control freakturning point
g o l d e n  i s l a n d lesson
it happened
and i truly let it go
d i g n i t y is mineseeked c l a r i t y of its entirety
understood that self knowledge was that l i g h t at the end of the tunnel
p a s s e r b y teacher identity i realized
self love through our perfectly i m p e r f e c t bits
l o g i c al perspective
my capability of faith and  l o y a l t y
life coach free of charge HAHA

life is good to me
best timing
heart filled with g r a t i t u d e to its fullest extent

  • joy of working
    smiling faces of pilgrim school
    ingrained memory
    heart warming i n n o c e n c e
  • sense of belonging
    shift of perspective
    be where i am
    see myself as one with all
    similarity > differences
    less distance
    being present
    being in me
    taste of inner peace
  • t r u s t
    i n  me
    in the  u n i v e r s e
    in others
  • f a m i l y
    resistance no more
    permission to allow them in
    their love language
    their nurture
    nothing comparesthe love i seeked elsewhere
    was right next to me
    they have been loving me
    in their way
    for as long as i can remember
    for as long as i have been around
    cleared to see
    cleared to feel
    cleared to receive
    not too late to clear to appreciate
  • little seed
    f i v e weeks f i v e days
    magical warmth
    motivation to g e t  b e t t e r
    b e  stronger
    acquire all that i can
    to provide a  s a f e  place
    to birth
    to grow
    at  y o u r   r e t u r n
    cellular memory
    for yous

 

N E W  P L A C E S

 

  • laguna beacho1o8-o114
    transformation
    nurture for my inner child
    appreciation for the big blue
  • phuket, thailand o4o8-o412
    witness of true love’s union ❤
  • ojai o8o4-o811
    mission statement
    secluded peace
    wee yogis
    golden island
    special needs child release
    turning point*
  • san francisco o831-o929
    home away from home
    self efficacy
    majectic greens
  • oahu & maui 1115-1122
    island fun
    last waves of letting go
    one with waterfall
    reunion of love souls

wonder

The greatest of human emotions is love. The most valuable of human gifts is the ability to learn. Therefore, learn to love. –UJ Ramdas

i wonder
what it takes
for my papa bear
to figure this simple concept out
complexity
seems to be the theme
ever-changing
instability

i
planted seeds
seeds of thought
hoping for that silver lining
hoping that it is not too late

that sense of loneliness
that sight of hopelessness
what has led you to this
series of unfortunate decisions

little voices
i do regret
not staying and fight it out
i mustn’t guilt
i needed my sanity
i needed to become who i am right now
to be the rock they need
in time as such

this is heavy
heavier than accustomed
i foresee lots of directions
i felt weird things

its my time to give back
sending my parentals the best
unconditional love
from their blood their heart

my mama bear
how i cringe
at the person he made you be
how much you have sacrificed
for him and the rest
i understand
i promise not to let you down
pride in me
i assure you
i will take you above and beyond
bring you inner peace
expose you to more beautiful scapes
better angles of life

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i
have so much
fucking feelings
emotions
overloading my tear ducts
flooding my cheeks
fogging my brain

last day is the hardest
night is darkest before dawn

my whole journey has led me to this
to this peak of reality
i won’t shy away
i am fucking ready
to battle this out
with the love i have for my family
alongside my bloods

keep bettering myself
be swifter than the rest
must glue us together
the destiny

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one day away
one year anniversary
version two point oh
evolving into version two point one
as i type
the deepest of my neurowaves
this outlet i have
make the best of
odd talent i have

dont stop
c r e a te

twinkle

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tinkle?
no, twinkle
but w h e r e ?
in your eyes
flickering
dimming
closing.

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bumps
humps
not feeling my best

emotion?
physical?
psychological?
spiritual?

unfulfilled

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loyalty comes first
if you can’t swear your loyalty
than move on pretty please

don’t waste my time
don’t waste my energy

i really do see what you do
not the only one
but you’re not going to fool me
honestly
truthfully

y o u s u c k
wish he can see

tick tick
tock tock

o v e r

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in the midst of all this complaining chaos
creativity is at its best
literally able to switch my thoughts
inspired by all that surrounds me

visually focused

the crave to create
itching in my bones

(want to ) see
(need to ) capture
(learn to ) draw
(splatter the ) paint
(time to ) develop
(fight for ) new experience
(unblock ) my own limitations

ideas rolling in
let’s get started asap, shall we?

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the big o
not satisfied
take me higher

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jaja
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