unintentional
abrupt
waves and waves
nonstop
how to stop
where to end

– – – –

purging
unready
will i truly ever be
erase

– – – –

blah
so many thoughts
so few words

can’t i stay right
just for a night

blocked
blinded from the mind

f u c k

– – – –

screams of silence
swallowed breath by breath
puzzled by all that connects us

drive
goals
dreams
life

chicken or egg

inner struggle
life of an abuser
must go on for how much long
long thick and juicy
that’s what she said
unfinished

– – – –

you don’t know me
because
i don’t even know who you’re trying to get to know
one day i am this
the next i am that
i can be your fucking soul mate
also capable of becoming your worst nightmare
shall we play

nah
to be really honest

no time
no cells
no interest

o h
h a w t
d a m n n