flirty thirty

good morning Louise

lets begin the day together

making sure my body are very comfortable
if there is any tension spots in my body that may have come from a difficult dream during the night
just breathe into that area
and let it go

feel how comfortable it is
for my body to be where it is
feel the warmth and the peace
and know that today will be a new day
such as i have never had before

i may have some general plans for the day
and i know what some of the experiences may be
but not all of them

when we awaken in the morning
we never know exactly exactly how the day will end
delightful surprises
and wonderful adventures are before us

ALL OF MY THOUGHTS CREATE MY FUTURE
every thought i think is creating my future
now it really doesn’t matter
what sort of thoughts i used to think in the past
in all those mornings i awaken to before

the only thing that matters is the kind of though i am choosing to think now
in this very moment

together now
lets release from my consciousness
all fear and anxiety
all anger and resentment
all guilt and the need for punishment
lets dissolve all sadness and jealousy
just let it go

those are not the thoughts we are going to use to create this new day
this is a new day
and a new beginning

feel the air as it goes in and out of my body

its such a miracle
the way my body breathes itself
the air comes into the lungs
then it is sent over to the heart where it mingles with the blood

and this oxygenated blood is circulated
throughout my body
through all the veins and arteries
down to the tiniest little capillaries
bathing
and soaking
and nourishing
every cell in my body

i don’t even have to think about how to do this
there is an intelligence in my body
that takes care of it for me
it breathes my body
it beats my heart
it digests my food

this intelligence enables me to see
to walk
to hold things
to communicate with others
and to love

there are so many things in our lives we take for granted
we so seldom take time out
to be thankful and grateful
for the many miracles we have in our every day lives
and for the miracles we call our bodies

too often,
we only concentrate
on what we do not have

it blesses our future
to be thankful
for what we do have now

it opens the way for the good to flow in
in ever increasing abundance

let us begin with appreciating the very bed we have slept in all night
think about how warm and comfortable it has kept my body
while i slept and did my dreamwork
and refreshed my mind and my body
thank my bed

bless the furniture in my home
that comforts my body
and fulfills various necessary functions and conveniences

we all have a favorite piece of furniture
have i ever thanked it for being there for me?
do that now

then think of the miracle of the electric light in my home
how wonderful it is to have it
think of all the things i can use electricity for

remember our appliances are extensions of ourselves
and just as our relationships with other people are more wonderful when we are loving
so it is with the relationships we have with what we call “things”
appliances and automobiles
do not break down when we are in good space

so mentally thank my refrigerator for being there
for keeping my food fresh for me

thank my stove for helping me cook all those meals

now what else do i have in mt kitchen
that i can bless with love?
do that now

now think of that modern miracle called my bathroom
even kings and queens were not able to experience the conveniences we take for granted only a century ago
so bless the plumbing system
that so easily and simply removes the waste products

the hot and cold water that is so readily available to us
when we just turn a small knob
the convenience of being able to bathe our bodies
whenever we desire
these are all miracles

bless the radio i listen to
and the television that entertains me

let us be grateful for the telephone that brings us love
and communications with people everywhere

bless my mailbox
and the postal service
that helps us communicate with people all over this planet called earth
in just a few days time
it is a miracle, that we take for granted

let us be thankful for the air that we breathe
which is so precious to us
and we take so for granted

when we exhale
we don’t even think about where our next breath is coming from
yet this incredible power
that has created us
has given us enough breath to last as long as we shall live

let us be thankful for the sunshine
and the rain
without the rain
the vegetation would die
and we would have a barren planet
without beauty or food

let us be thankful for the wind that clears the skies
and the beauty of the MOONLIGHT

bless the vegetation that feeds and nourishes me
whenever i eat
bless the food with love
and i thank it for giving its life to nourish me

now think of the clothing i wear
think of the infinite choices we have with colors and fabrics
to adorn and comfort our bodies

if it is hot
we can choose light, cool clothing
if it is cold
we can choose warm cozy fabrics to comfort us

think of the miracle called walking
how wonderful it is to be able to get up
and to move to a new place by walking
thank my feet
for taking me so many places in the world

then look at all the other forms of transportation we have to choose from
and be thankful for em’
there are roller skates
and skateboards
and bicycles
and buses
and trucks
and automobiles
and trains
and airplanes
and ships that sail upon the waters
we have our choice
and we take them so for granted

how often have we been angry
when our automobile did not perform perfectly

bless our car with love
and be aware of the miracle it is
to get into this comfortable piece of machinery
that moves us about this planet
with very few manipulations
we move forward to our destination
it is one of our daily miracles

the next time our plane is delayed
release the tendency to be angry
instead, acknowledge the incredible ability
to be able to get into a little metal tube
that rises up in the sky
and swiftly takes us
to another place on this planet
it is one of our safest forms of transportation
and planes need love
just as we do

let our minds go over the various relationships we have in our lives
bless them all with love
and be thankful for them
THEY ARE ALL OUR TEACHERS

there are special things in my life
that i am thankful for
so take this moment
to let my mind
gently and lovingly
move throughout my life
past or present
giving thanks for places
people
or experiences
that either have been
or are now in our lives

– – – –

i am grateful:
everything
every soul
every experience
that led me
to this point in time
to this point in life

thank you
i love you

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it is such a wonderful feeling to be thankful
it prepares and opens the way
for more good to come into our lives

there is a power
and a presence
that resides within us
that is always there
to lead us
and to guide us
and make smooth and easy our ways

all we need to do
is to acknowledge this
and allow it to work for us

too often
when we awaken in the morning,
we leap out of bed
and try to push our way through life
controlling everything in sight
but that’s not how this power works

it’s like trying to control our breathing
and our heartbeat
or our digestion

if we try
all we do
is interfere and upset
the natural rhythm and flow
of our bodily processes

the best thing we can do for our body
is to feed it natural foods and beverages
to exercise in ways that are a pleasure to us
and to allow the intelligence in the body
to take care of all the rest

so it is with our lives
we think positive and loving thoughts
we forgive others
we are kind to ourselves mentally
and then we allow the intelligence of the universe
to take over
and create which is for our highest good
and greatest joy

this way
the process works smoothly

the power that created us
has given us the power
to create our lives
the power of choice and the thoughts we think

we have INFINITE choice
of that we can choose to think

these choices
create our future

if we choose hurt and anger and resentment
then we would just create more hurt and anger and resentment

IF WE WANT LOVE
WE MUST THINK LOVING THOUGHTS

IF WE WANT JOY
WE MUST THINK JOY

IF WE WANT TO EXPERIENCE PEACE AND CALM
WE MUST THINK PEACEFUL THOUGHTS

if we want prosperity
then we must open ourselves to it mentally

if we want to flow creatively
then we must acknowledge our ability

say this within mentally:
I AM AN OPEN CHANNEL FOR DIVINE IDEAS TO FLOW THROUGH ME
and the creativity of the universe
now expresses through me
that which i need to know
is revealed to me
and whatever i need
comes to me

I AM DIVINELY PROTECTED AND GUIDED
and my way is made smooth and easy

one of the things that create so many problems for us
is thoughts of anger and resentment and blame

so let us take a moment
before we actively begin our day
to consciously dissolve that from within our mind

please join in saying
i release all need
for anger or resentment or blame

i truly forgive
all those that need forgiving
and i forgive myself

i look forward to this day
with love and peace and joy
and anticipation
of abundant good
in every area

where ever i am going today
send love ahead to that place
if i am going shopping
then send love ahead of me
to the market
or the store
to the building itself
to all the merchandise in it
to all the people
to the customers
to the employees and the owners

know that i will be guided
to make the perfect selections that will benefit me the most
and both me and the store
will be blessed and prospered

do the same thing
if i am going to have something repaired
or if i’m going to see a lawyer
or a doctor
or a dentist

if i am going to work this morning
then do the same thing
send love ahead of me
to my place of business
to the building
to the people i work with
and the people i work for
to the furniture and equipment that i use
and to anything else i will come in contact with

let us declare together
that this is healthy
harmonious
loving
prosperous
and creative day for me
that it filled with joy
that i welcome change and adventure
that i bring new experiences and new people
into my life

if there is anyone
i expect to meet today
that irritates me in any way
just bless them with love
bless them with love
the love i send to them will return to me, MULTIPLIED
and i will benefit in ways
i cannot even imagine

whatever we give out
returns to us

as we go through this day
say over and over to ourselves
two or three hundred times is barely enough
i approve of myself
i approve of myself

say it with me right now ALOUD

i approve of myself
i approve of myself

i am worth loving
i am willing to change and learn a new way of expressing and experiencing life

i now begin to accept myself exactly as i am
i approve of myself

let this day be filled with love for me
let this day be peaceful and calm
let this day bring new insights, new understandings
let this day bring unexpected prosperity
let this be a day of great joy

this is my day
this is a GOOD day
this is a new day

THIS IS ONE OF THE BESTEST DAYS I HAVE EVER HAD

THIS IS A NEW BEGINNING
go forth
and enjoy
all that there is

i love you
and thank you for your daily guidance

take some nice, deep breaths now
feel the energy filling our bodies
open our eyes
STRETCHHHHHHHH
get up

go forth and enjoy it ALL ❤

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life
oh what a funnny thing
how could i have ever imagined
to be where i am
in life
physcially
and mentally
four years of transformation

better than best
my wise besto once told me
about the things the universe can bring
no doubt
better than my wildest dreams
and its with my minds shift
to appreciate all that was already surrounding me

i feel so lucky
so grateful
i wake up with the biggest smile
every single morning
how could i have lived life
not seeing all the things
not appreciating all the relationships
its made my third eye shine

rawr
i know im getting mushy
but serious
what the fuck
how can anyone be as lucky as me

still alive after all the candies and whites
even more optimistic than ever before with this life’s roller coaster
hahahahahahhaha
oh yeah
powerful mind

thirty feels good already
today i rely on myself
to bring forth the most happiness
one year difference
how amazing
self love journey
keep on going

wooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
peeeeeeeeeeee
dooooooooo

fa la la la la la la la

flow

Your mind is constantly projecting—projecting itself. Your mind is constantly interfering with reality, giving it a color, shape, and form that are not its own. Your mind never allows you to see that which is; it allows you to see only that which it wants to see. -Osho

hence
listening tis a great gift
the grandest gift
to give
and to receive

today
i listened
i let my father speak
although most i’ve heard in times past
but today
it sounded different

through his many roles
provider he deemed of most value
his utmost priority
must provide
at any cost
at all cost

through that
in my perspective
he lost his sight on the prize

who are you providing for
what are you providing for

once upon a time
the drive was simple
to provide for family
to supply an abundance of
so family doesn’t endure hardship
to focus on being one
or so i assume

fast forward a drive-turned habit
habitually unstoppable
can’t stop
won’t stop
shan’t stop
take a deeper look inside
manipura of its utmost imbalance

through providing
you’ve lost unity
through providing
you’ve failed to see anything outside of
through providing
you’ve overcomplicated
through providing
you’ve destroyed
that raw seed of drive
the drive that brought you here today

no matter what happens
from your perspective
its all o k a y
its all e x c u s a b l e
its all w e l l w i t h i n r e a s o n
because at the end of the day
you’re still the provider
and you’re doing the best you can

the irony of life
is it
often the very thing that drives us
becomes the very thing that destroys us
often the very thing that entangles us
becomes the very thing we despise

one thing i did happen to catch
a rare truth of a statement
you admitted fault to parenting
the lack of in each five of us
admitting is the first step
bravo father bravo
it might not be too late

i didn’t interrupt
i watched you move your lips
listened as your thought process unfolded
bare
naked
raw
all that in relation of
communication at its best

how many chances do we get
rare occurrence all the same
life doesn’t stop spinning
can’t seem to draw my focus
mirror to you
perhaps
maybe

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dad i love you
i truly accept you for all that you are
thank you for showing me
all the to be’s
and not to be’s

i am thankful to be your daughter
US, i’d choose again in lifetimes over
what you provide
allowed me to fly high on this life of mine

you have given me an opportunity
the opportunity
to achieve something
to acquire that thing
unimaginable

i am on my way
through the halted chasing
space you’ve left behind
i have somehow collided
falling into me

– – – –

seek what is beautiful
seek the very thing you want
seek those feelings you lust
crave all that sensation you seek

quora answer to
how to improve
contrary to most
one stood out to me

close everything
stop reading
stop watching
just stop
cleanse yourself
until there is no society left inside
in turn
you might get a glimpse
that sparkle
that outlook that is uniquely yours
truly yours
and that’s the treasure to be cherished

part of lifes journey
the very concept that flows me

we are all born into this world
intuitively knowing
how we feel
what we want
what we like
what we don’t like
we did not have to mask that as babies
we were accepted as we are

soon, it changes
our parents tell us we’re wrong
our teachers tell us we’re wrong
our society tell us we’re wrong
they shove their ideal
their vision
their need to be the absolute
down our throat
through our entire being
derailing us so far from our inner need

we start to believe that
maybe that’s the life
maybe that’s the journey
maybe that’s the mate
to our doing

the furthest quest in life
is the one leading back to you
no city far enough
no river wide enough
no mountain high enough
no journey long enough
than the mission to unravel your in

who am i
what is life
who are you
why is life

purpose?
drive?
survive?
life?
how?
me?
when?

u n r i d d l e m e
please

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hi
there you are
its been a while
maybe cause its midnight
maybe because your busy mind finally rests

i miss you boo
i do
but i am so happy
everywhere i turn
i feel the love of john
i feel my mom’s love
my visions are actually becoming reality

i am so happy
i wish that for you
wishing you well
wishing you love
wishing you all the best

sorry i can’t be there
i no longer have that right
for all the right reasons
be well
never stop flowing~

beginning of the end


miles high
new life i stride

so many unknowns
big and blurred
carries of emotions mix

three teaspoons of anxiousness
two full pours of hope
sprinkle of grieve
dash of adrenaline
one full stem of excitement,
chopped up and ready to spread
four cups of happiness
one full bowl of trust

i’m open
i feel like me again

– – – –

white suit white shoes
don’t touch por favor

oh gosh
our karma
what a funny little thing
you adorkable shit

fourteen months of experience
i laughed
i enjoyed
i embraced
i adapted
i learned
i pained
i listened
i shared
i compromised
i accommodated
i grew
and most of all,
i committed

i came out of this a whole new person
and i have no one to thank but you
i did loose myself in this swirl of fairy dust
but thankfully
it wasn’t too late
to catch myself and rise above

the experiences you gave me
even now
the seed growing in me
im making the best decision for us though
cannot be connected to you all life
different vibrations
must let you go to fly high

i thank thee
gratitude to the max
i wish for you
self clarity
self love
independence
to be the man that i know you can be

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new chapter
new life
so much new
where i should be

refind the old
adjoining the two
bigger better version four point oh
taking me to the best cycle yet

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past cycle of ten
one detrimental
two transformational
few casual
lots of passerbys

next cycle of ten
true
honest
growth
love
partner
it’s possible because i know me now

snap
capture
my soul through the lines
rediscover
the pure bliss of life
alongside
the gentle innocence
that surrounds my future

damn
long way i’ve come
pat on the back

never could i have ever imagined
never could i have ever thought
here i stand
self knowledge
self mastery
in various shapes and sizes

i’m intrigued by me
i’m in love with me
what more is to life

best life ever
best perspective ever

tilted

but i am actually good
can’t help if we’re tilted
i miss prosthesis and mended thoughts
trampled over beauty while singing their souls
i match them with my euphoria
when they said ‘je suis plus folle que toi’
don’t be a downer
i am in my right place

– – – –

rolling through day ten
nine days of no boys
no boys prioritized

much more focus
much more productivity
much more stabilized mood
much more happiness

tis truly great
proud am i
twenty days to go
infinite possibilities

– – – –

sisterhood
rebonded
resealed

best day ever
best captures ever
best everything ever

new direction?
together, maybe?
would be nice
must wait a bit to see

our respect
our love
our teamwork
our selflessness

pretty fucking awesome
more adventures please
tilted we are
til death do us part

– – – –

life
so good
itching to rebel
will i flip
whale i hold
time will tell

l i v i n g

– – – –
– – – –

twelve days
more whole than ever
w o w z a

clearer of what i seek
vision compiling

love
to share
to have
to hold

no bullshit
no fronts

make the best of
duration dont matter
as long as there’s growth

– – – –
– – – –

twentieth day

clearest now
you’re the one i like
i actually like you
your smile
your laugh
your uniqueness
your passion
your hands
your calmness
your safety
the way you look at me
the way you laugh with me

what i originally thought
appearance faded into the background
it wasn’t about that
i still think you’re that big thing
big thing coming for me

still ever so confused
all the lack of

being away defined my mind
tis actually isn’t lust or obsession
pure enjoyment in our soul connection
wonder if this does that for you as well

hopeful
i sincerely ask
the heavens and above
wait i shall
round and round

– – – –

big boy
sweetest
never have i received
this kind of affection
might be a bit much
kind of want to run
oddly stressful

shifting to appreciation
just have to remember
we accept the love we think we deserve
i deserve this
not only from him
but from any and all romantic connection to have
the beginning
new route
okay enjoy myself

– – – –

three and a half more days
wrapping it up
the bestest fucking year
the greatest fucking year

as if I had golden stars
shooting star rockets underneath my feet
flying me through the land of luck
high above cloud nine

savoring this dish called life
course by course
jaw dropping unravels
amazing moments experiences
never the same feels duplicates
plating tasting those perfectly imperfect bits

all new
all of the best
all of the glitz
i fucking love my life
i fucking love me

wishes granted
one after another
fortunes the theme
my whole entire life
delayed realization
to say the least, i swear

surreal
ethereal
bizarre
fanatical

x

real

  
code

don’t say no
no doors closed
all roads opened
the pick of the world

– – – –

the inevitable
not so bad actually
facing it soberly
ace of clubs it shuts

karmic
i owe you
if this is all
praise the lord
farewell can easily be bid

neptune
the fantasy to you
rose colored goggles
can’t see me for who i am
i can see that
if not even purposely driven
not sure
i assumed of more pull
be it, let go

pluto
want to lure you in
want the restriction
want you to wear your heart for me
if the chance
i shall conquer
i seldomly swear

three times the fun
waits the game
hope to cross paths again
i am grateful
good riddance to you for now

xoxo

– – – –

treasure map
so surreal
is this really happening
two years later
long overdue
wonder what’s in store
honest no game
in it just for the fun
perfect aesthetics
look forward to
touch, feel, play
don’t tease
for real
come inside
i am ready

– – – –

the accent
the gentleman
completely wowed
expecting fuckboy nonetheless
tomorrows the night
apologize for the wait
best version is worth it
pinky promised

good asset
toy i deem

– – – –
– – – –

creative space
talents the bore
what is the motive
the green?
the booze?
the women?
the passion?
how to assume ones
unsure
who cares
the glitz and glamour
always replaced
one after another
the sooner you look
the clearer it becomes
transparent

melodic
dark
grunge

what does that all embody?
what is everyone chasing?
what glosses these glasses?
dream chasing money back guarantee?
questions questions questions
up close and personal
negatively positive spaces

problem child
my muse
my inspiration
opening my eyes
growing visuals
love it
embrace it

– – – –

after thoughts
actual genuine
facade to impress the glam
goofy goody what
going under
blown up it may be
best of luck to you

pretty face
layered presentation
yet to puzzle
open to create
present more
further
we shall see

name necklace
bid farewell
five years
tear
fuck my life
carelessnesssssss

– – – –
– – – –

tucking the rest of the year up
managing the thoughts carefully
thank all that not belong
welcome all ye positive and bright

focusing on this being
the being of self
the beings of my space

make it full
make it passion
make it shine
make it completely mine

– – – –

which which
L O VE

rainbow

 

somewhere
over that
over that hump
i am

sounds of the ocean
waves of the atlantic
the best vibes
with my one and only

– – – –

going along
some kinds of fun
wazing through crowds
experiencing visual forms
creative lives
we us then
sacred works of all
interconnected through this platform
free expression
venus’s the limit
get on that

boxes of cubicles
heart and souls
all bits of brain juice
splashes of the taints
glossy over that source of boom

vibrance
minimal
shapes
contrast
influenced
light up
steel works of art
art that tells of ones deepest secrets

its that
that’s amazing
that outlet

– – – –

no matter if
you are great
it shall be your loss
if and maybe why
not sure what to think
calming myself
reeling my thoughts in
not worth it really
too much to explore
can’t hold on to your spot
see how it plays
numbered days
blerch

what can you offer me
besides that sense of security
that tall glass of eye candy
nothing else really
adventure…eh
love…eh
sex…hmm
exactly
so there is much to be proven
until then
don’t get too comfortable boo
get ready for a fight
prize of your life
mm okay thanks bye

– – – –

treasure map
have you finally gathered snack and supplies
hunting in that city of ours
first ever exchange

– – – –

big ol’ grey cloud
what are you up to
What are you thinking
what do you do
my curiosity gets the best of me
i know there’s warnings
shall tread carefully
arms length
don’t mind the fire
hope not to get burned
reveal yeself!

– – – –

i reminisce
for the thousandth time i swear
the last tangle
fitting so perfectly in yours
your fingertips traced over my skin
marking itself ever so familiarly
playing the keys to the tunes of my soul
the touch of magic
you have

i fucking miss
the thought of you
the texts of you
the smiles of you
the smell of you
lingering
never forgotten
connected through the cloud of sound
forever and more

lost in you no longer
i should be glad
a tad i guess
sanity > it all

– – – –

cheerio proposal
i know what you want
i am unable to fulfill that position right now
my bad for peeling the old wound
its truly unfair
my head clearly knows
how perfect you’d treat me
unready for that
that step is big
too big for us at the moment
my apologies

– – – –

nineteen months
can it be?
anticipating
might be light and fun
comfort at the least
see ya thursday!

– – – –

so much media
too much
too fucking much
someone something somewhere
telling you
who to be
what to think
no room for self growth

UGH

i know the inevitable
i don’t want to complain
i can’t say i am completely free of

BUT F U C K

how can i avoid
take the first steps of my path
completely out of the box
never the first
can it be
born dis da hipsters
weird loop
unsolvable loop
the only one i am responsible for is
me, myself and i

center and stand tall
do my best
live my life
let all else flow on

– – – –

all these distractions
all these males
just need to remind myself
of the one criteria

you must be passionate about me

no passion
no go
not settling for anything less
oh, the ease
i got this
reminded!

– – – –

keep reading
keep praticing
that unconditional love
keep searching
keep experiencing

all the pieces falling together
all once so broken
falling back together so perfectly

believe in me
take me higher
i love this life
i love my life

– – – –

twinsie
matching
all day
all night

this soul twin of mine
unlike any other i have met
her individuality
leads me gently to inspire me
gives me space to grow into my own
some sort of opposites
but we work
hey
like magic on ice
no sense but what sense to life really

this trip
we made it our own
we made it one of the bests
another city to add to the books
so many more adventures to come

the best duo
you’ve got to show me love
pillow fights
i got handled
snapchat noobies
natural conversationalists
instant moments
imperfectly perfect moments
all the moments
recorded
remembered

woo
you’s it

a i n i

carousel 

round and round
we go
will i catch up to love
i could never tell

come
come on
come all

oh come take my hand
so high
too high at this playground of mine

all fun and games
til one falls in love
you’ve already bought the ticket
no turning back now

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master of time
reconfirmed
sexy hands
that natural vibe
so free flowing
feels really nice
so much giggles
we look nice

pretty darn sexy
in your arms i feel
pretty darn enticed
within your aura don’t you know

i like
attracted
buckle up
ride

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whites
the purest
most innocent

want to show you the world
want to hold your hand to explore

my proposal
best kind of experience
hope you will be on board

i wana guide you
i wana play you
i wana feel you

don’t resist
trust me and lets go

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twisted noon
feelings fading
maybe never
sigh

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big ole grey cloud
tis’ you
i felt
intuition on fleek
not about that life
all kinds of hidden agendas
not down to play
no game
boohoo
to find what you’re looking for
might take a weeeeee big longer
so long precious
le void you filled
appreciated

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new little life
year of change
grateful for it all
how big changes you’ll bring
i love you already
you little baby boo
get bigger safe and sound
await your arrival
welcome to this world

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countless days of sobriety
countless days of happiness
so fucking clear
it all

free to dream
free to do
free to create
nothing to stop me now

refocus
re-read
one more month of cruising
before speeding straight into life
this life
amazing it has been

i love
i laugh
i live

T H A N K F U L

three four seven

  

life
what is

THIS IS

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so hard to put these feels into words
this amazingness
awesomely out of this world
almost out of body
insanely unreal
experience to the say the least

from the glance of my reflection in his eyes
to my reflection in all my recent encounters

i see ME
the me i am destined to be

how fucking sick
to get here
not even in twelve months time
super powers i must possess
LOL
just keeeeeding

priorities straight
fights no more
i am so sure
one hundred percent
no need to bicker for acknowledgement
the result is inside
shining outwardly

amongst every contact
exuding the best
acceptance of all
understanding perspective

after all, we are just human
fighting for our own
searching for our light
exploring for our home

the home in ourselves
the home in our other half
the home in our family
the home in our love

only the beginning
the beginning of my next journey
i can hardly contain the excitement
lots of preparation
last week to subdue
finish with a bang bang sha bang
2 0 1 5
you’ve been so good to me
i fucking

L O V E

shirk

 
better each other
companionship
the sexiest kind
to grow
no games
be direct
life goals
extreme funs
endeavoring sights
unstoppable giggles
is what

c l e a r m i n d

no rush
stay strong
two thirds to go
time will tell

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intrigued by this
out of left field i say
building this odd connection
between this many miles apart
who wouldve thought
story sharing
pictures and greetings
its weird
can’t help but feel
probability tis big giant cloud?
i don’t know
but i will know

nice atm

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little trinkets
little flashbacks
always missing
m y l i t t l e p u n k
one and only lucky charm

how are you
how have you been
how are you eating
how have you slept

may life bring you nothing but the best
you deserve the best
if not the best of the best
know you’ll always get up so do your best
hold you hand, i wish
look forward to the next life with you
i think i love you always
always the best

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flew by it went
seven days down
explored the cities
mini me of mine

sick lines and structures
rigid culture and traditions
pretties nails and shizz
made yummies sushi and rice
heaven made bar be que we devoured
the hearts to hearts i cherish
blessing may it be at times
great memories for life

T O K Y I O O O DES

ides

  
people come
people go
passing by
without a hold

staring into the landscape
aligned to perfection
unreal almost
glimpse of reflections
background fading
focused silhouettes
open imagination

beings
uniques
varieties
left
walks
right
glides

on and on with life

– – – –

rush less
savor and embrace
each moment
each smile
each person
each connection

– – – –

twist i wonder
forever thoughts
cant stop listening
perfect lyrics

wildest dreams
saw the end as it begins
this is going to take me down
i surrender whole heartedly
under one condition
remember to remember me

goodly normal but wild
the shape of your dreams
unbelievable chance
said your eyes
you’re my chosen one
stop doubting that

if i could go back
i would say a few more things
i would hold on a few moments longer
like it could be the last time ever
which could be the case it seems
that thought alone chokes me up
here’s hoping
tall glass of noon
happily ever after thoughts
to the next encounter, cheers

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harder to depict
one so close to home
minimizing unrealistic holds
of something that might not come to be
need to remain optimistic
not shooting for the moon
staying grounded
a first
best kind of norm
what i dreamed of for myself
at the start of this journey
could it be
can it be
so many possibilities
ugh
but stop
be patient
trust
flow… it goes

– – – –

my hearts
boys to men
these memories
never enough time

how many chances does one get
to give and receive so much
l o v e
h a p p i n e s s
how lucky do i completely feel
to be a part of their lives
for them to be a part of mine

instant moments
creative spirits
space exploration
top security
casa di sexy diablos
diabloettes
eye opening
nonstop enjoyment

unexpected attraction
who is she i questioned
it is who she knows herself
answered the foolishly wise
lightbulb
of course
that’s what it is
fully aware
i strive
constellation
imprinted in my mind
i will be back

s q u a d
rebond completion
next adventures in the works
time may fly
but we will never change
#ifweevermeetagain
always surely completely

– – – –

feels
in my veins
hitting the boiling point
so much urge
oozing out of each cell
can’t stop looking
can’t stop exploring
can’t stop
fucking amazing

s i m p l y