shake this feeling
feeling so, so off
night to morning
morning to night
cant get a break
what the fuck is wrong
is everything ok?
from what is around me
but what is this feeling

ugh
i cannot breathe

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o8: i4

i overcame

i understand

i embrace our existence
i thank you for this new realm of intimacy
i expect no more
i am playing on my terms
i seek you
i enjoy our moments

whatever comes will come
let go of this overbearing control
twist and turning in my helpless mind
give it up

I am a divine being of light. I am peaceful, protected and secure.

my best interests
supported by the highest of beings
shine through

be the best version
be understanding
be compassionate to myself

self approval
self love
self acceptance

afterall

I A M I

locked
caged
escape
where

never ending loop
i never got it
along for the ride

shimmer this
glamour that
really is all eyes see

this gen
our digestion
our mummification
our numbness
to
real
deep
emotion

jaded
from all the stories we’ve heard

mind of a realist
i wish i must not
so much of a dreamer
yet unable to leap

flicker
collected scent
distinct
soothing familiarity
too far
too fucking far

urge to shatter
urge to break
break free from this lock
lock of the unbreakable
so ironic
so contradicting
but then again,
that is my life’s story

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sobriety
holds me sane
for how much long
i cannot predict
count day by day
count night by night
eventually it’ll come

nonsense
fivveeish
u n r e l a t a b l e

B L U R

quite stiff
one hand pat head
other hand rubs stomach circularly
at the same time
can you?

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he saved himself
right things to say
knows my buttons
this fucker doe…

deliciously dangerous

stubborn
young
sexy
alpha

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snap
my untype
not going to lie
he gets me quite excite
fingers crossed
patience

– – – –

concrete plans
to the jungle we go
throbbing veins
can hardly wait
come cum come cum

😛

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lack of expression
day of one note
junk
ended
reset
new day

t a k e r i s k s

knew from the get go
why bother

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90% done

lingering due to length
lingering through scattered connections

deep inside
crystal clear
how incapable
how unstable
how lost

initial contact
our souls manifested for someone similar
someone who understands

we found
hesitated to believe
we fell
through the illusive fog
we sunk
in deep deep lust

poof

reality hits Continue reading →

o n e a n d o n l y
sister from another mother
manifested
other half
thankful for everything
you amazing being
that unicorn
i’m so lucky

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what boundaries
practice what you preach
if you can’t do it
don’t expect it from me in return
cross or not
it doesn’t matter to me anymore
i will do what i want
assist situations, no more
disappointment
whatevz
cool story bro
i wonder if you are aware

d o n e w r o n g b i g t i m e

i can take both
no problemos

another level
sigh

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back on swipe
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