weird
these feelings

if i go
will you miss me

not in my hands
feeling all sorts of odd
emotionally challenged
emptied sockets

if i go
know that i am no longer in pain
although many more things i’ve yet to do
but i’ve done so much
most of all i became me
practioner of unconditional love

you
all bits and pieces
slices of my core
you all make who i am
i am a little of each of you
the most beautiful souls in this world

family
best friends
soul mates
guides
my world

all the smiles
all the twinkles
all the links
all the kinks

rebirth again and again
tumble and rumble through it all

i am the luckiest
i wouldn’t be anyone else but me
if i can do it
you can do it too
i believe in you

no matter how young
no matter how ignorant
no matter how naive

each and everyone of us
are doing our best in this moment
the best way we know how

– – – –

y o u

yellow
took your time
oh but the feelings you make me feel
i have yet to experience

its so nice
but so scary

i can never not see
but with you
i feel like i can close my eyes
and everything will be alright

better than better
finer than fine

this trust
never have i ever

– – – –

taking off
in the hands of the mighty universe

no matter how high
never let me forget
how grateful
how out of this world my life has been

lucky am i
my playground

to be continued. . .