incendiary

January 7, 2015January 7, 2015 ~ alice's playground ~ Leave a comment

unintentional
abrupt
waves and waves
nonstop
how to stop
where to end

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purging
unready
will i truly ever be
erase

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blah
so many thoughts
so few words

can’t i stay right
just for a night

blocked
blinded from the mind

f u c k

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screams of silence
swallowed breath by breath
puzzled by all that connects us

drive
goals
dreams
life

chicken or egg

inner struggle
life of an abuser
must go on for how much long
long thick and juicy
that’s what she said
unfinished

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you don’t know me
because
i don’t even know who you’re trying to get to know
one day i am this
the next i am that
i can be your fucking soul mate
also capable of becoming your worst nightmare
shall we play

nah
to be really honest

no time
no cells
no interest

o h
h a w t
d a m n n

two zero one five

January 3, 2015January 4, 2015 ~ alice's playground ~ Leave a comment

new
dejavu
not quite
b u t
definitely somewhat white
near far
nowhere you are
deep within me
no substance to think

fog
Blurred
life is a hurricane
twirling up
to the top
no pause no pause

life’s odd
expect the unexpected
no case in life

where to go now
what to do here
so many options
so many chances

r e s o l u t i o n s
> listen
> active
> german
> mindful
> present
> no regrets
> no fear
t a k e e v e r y c h a n c e

little big handsome glover
where you at
shy cutie
my favorite type
i dig
chance meet
anticipate next
new looker
love discoveries

life
new year
should be wiser
would be wiser
do not rush
think twice
think thrice
what rice

bars
favorite
if I had a choice
be on that white day and night
choice
unsober
i dig
but not a good way
mixology
of all kinds
chemistry & emotions

creamy
hard
sticky
crave
lick
swirl
rhythm

U G H

hohoho

December 26, 2014December 28, 2014 ~ alice's playground ~ Leave a comment

maison michel
M O T H E R d a u g h t e r
matching
together forever

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h o l l y j o l l y

thankful for my family
holiday everyday
s p o i l e d

custom monogram case
dollah dollah beels yall
picasso-to-be kit + sex shades
date with elphaba & glinda in hollywood
unthoughtout credits

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i can kind of see
mildly visible
your withdrawal
your troubles

efforts appreciated
continuous forms of communication

much to prove
tolerable mr right meow
something mysterious
still intriguing

– – – –

no bs
testing my limits
attracted
can i bi?
weirdly pushy
honest
potentially yummy

c h a n c e ?

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w i t t l e o n e
long awaited plans
along for the ride
i likey
c o n q u e s t

i aint going no where
show and tell

p o s s i b l y . . . .
too little too late

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need isolation
need space
need rediscovery
need filler
need cells
need white+

R E f u c k i n g S E T
get ready for the end of a new beginning

its coming

– – – –

you’ve been great
2 0 1 4