that intimate
that gooey
that shade

i gift to you
times two

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dizzo
swimming in white
floato
spinning in ty
licko
sucking in twice

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shallow thoughts
simple words
shrinking intelligence
swallow it down

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i said no
surprised myself
purposeless wasting stamina
believe i am strong
but i really am
you see?

c o u n t d o w n