prep

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hours and hours
days and days
weeks and weeks
e v e n months and months

bleh

i am jolly
in the spirit, even
can’t help but feel
a twinkle of dissatisfaction

. . . and then what?

– – – –

new project
i8
yeah
no biggie
FUCK YOU
made my year
bestestestestestestttt

– – – –

p r e s e n t p r e s e n t s
ready?

city

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I L O V E . . .

B U T

confusion
what is wrong
what went wrong
does anyone have the answer
can anyone solve the equation
will there be a silver lining
is there going to be a good ending?

its so brutally obvious
can’t even be oblivious

right in front
dirty dirty dirty x

– – – –

over

refocus

crystal c l e a r

– – – –

ignorance is bliss
bliss is
w h a t i s
hallow absence

purge all evidence
throw it up
flush it
G A G
don’t take it personal
donut

– – – –

blink
s n u f f
deaf
l i c k t o t a s t e
TICKLE
air in

thinning patience
click clack
t i c t a c t o c t o e

– – – –

si vous plait
S A V e S C A P E m o i

v

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victory
milestone
proud
B L O O D

your ability to conquer is limitless. your potential to succeed is infinite. shoot for the stars. i believe in you. i love you.

dec 19 two zero one four
downtown LA

c o n g r a t u l a t i o n s

blocked

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sick
of change of plans
changing minds
restless decision making
a or b fuck no option c

b l o c k a g e
brain cells stopped at the red
continuously reminded to halt by some white
in this moment
i need clarity
i need not insanity
i need not anyone but myself

words of a lone wolf
u n s u r e
yeah that’s right
HUH
self conflicting irony at its best
best in me
me in best
f u d g e z e f a c e

nonsense
anti anxiety
so much space

Z E N
where art thou
are you within arm’s reach
are you sailing away
are you upside down flying
are you taking off on a rocket ship
take me with you

barred
i love this feeling
sick

d e e p w h i t e s e a

blind mind

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Man is not what he thinks he is, he is what he hides.

a l l ?
perhaps
everyone we meet, at least.
i persuaded

– – – –

fool you not
blissfully living in ones ignorance
oozing happiness
OR
nights over days of confusion
empty
shallow bits
elevate
take me to the highest place

o b l i v i o u s w o n d e r l a n d

obsessed

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menswear
o v e r s i z e d
make it mine
own it
ultimate feminism
le smoking

– – – –

givenchy
“g E e v an c h i c”
indescribable print
floral abstract
smitten

– – – –

splurge on necessities
n i c e t h i n g s m a k e s m e j o l l y
grateful for be able to spoil the ones i love

c h r i s t m a s i s n e a r

H O H O H O

words

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If you can’t say something nice, don’t say nothing at all.

lesson of my life

– – – –

words
they hurt
they break
they damage
they discourage
they start to mean nothing

why always say the worst to the ones you love most?

family should come first
family will come first
J V M R
reprioritize

the ones that matter
should be showered with my love
be shown the best of me

best family ever
dont take them for granted

L O V E