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future
b e r l i n
wonderlust
ultimate
c o l l i d e d s o u l s

doing it all

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cold hard grip
inverted slow exhales

crazy diamond
nauseous scorpion
wakey wakey firefly
t i n k e r w h a t

m o v e s
D R E A M S mmhmm

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cutoff
goodbye
don’t miss you
and you
and you
and you, too.

D L T

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whispers and moans
cross donzo
different level
different ways

un
deux
trois
quatre

ooze
squeeze
restirct
xxx

it feels tastes so yummy
envision it all
trip your mouth
eat up your mind

s e x
&
d r o g u e s

discern

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falling in love
w a w
unexpected
need the most work
perceived differently
different light
coming of love and warmth
beginning to see the goods
p r e t t y c o o l

d a h

im amazed
kind of s e x y

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heart to heart
U N I
yummy
one of the best remains
stoned
o happy day

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Pierre Balmain
details
one of my favorite pairs
high rise
asymmetrical
dig
E D G E

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bipolar
zip it up

LETS GO

incendiary

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unintentional
abrupt
waves and waves
nonstop
how to stop
where to end

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purging
unready
will i truly ever be
erase

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blah
so many thoughts
so few words

can’t i stay right
just for a night

blocked
blinded from the mind

f u c k

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screams of silence
swallowed breath by breath
puzzled by all that connects us

drive
goals
dreams
life

chicken or egg

inner struggle
life of an abuser
must go on for how much long
long thick and juicy
that’s what she said
unfinished

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you don’t know me
because
i don’t even know who you’re trying to get to know
one day i am this
the next i am that
i can be your fucking soul mate
also capable of becoming your worst nightmare
shall we play

nah
to be really honest

no time
no cells
no interest

o h
h a w t
d a m n n

isolate

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this feeling
this vibe
this environment
this noise
this crowd
this familiarity
this sound
this sight
. . . so strange

O I

weird thoughts
weird feelings
longing for something
i n d e s c r i b a b l e

a closeness
a touch
a look
a warmth
to understand
OR NOT
whatever

not fighting
not searching
not trying
not rewinding
not expecting

surrender
re surrender
H O W
i n e e d h e l p

L O S T
might be the word I’m thinking
but unwilling to admit

wish i could leave
right meow
don’t see a purpose
time wasting

OKA Y
> > > > stop

restart

manifest positivity
focus on connecting
mind over matter

D O i t I C A N

two zero one five

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new
dejavu
not quite
b u t
definitely somewhat white
near far
nowhere you are
deep within me
no substance to think

fog
Blurred
life is a hurricane
twirling up
to the top
no pause no pause

life’s odd
expect the unexpected
no case in life

where to go now
what to do here
so many options
so many chances

r e s o l u t i o n s
> listen
> active
> german
> mindful
> present
> no regrets
> no fear
t a k e e v e r y c h a n c e

little big handsome glover
where you at
shy cutie
my favorite type
i dig
chance meet
anticipate next
new looker
love discoveries

life
new year
should be wiser
would be wiser
do not rush
think twice
think thrice
what rice

bars
favorite
if I had a choice
be on that white day and night
choice
unsober
i dig
but not a good way
mixology
of all kinds
chemistry & emotions

creamy
hard
sticky
crave
lick
swirl
rhythm

U G H

vitiate

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n o m o r e
be infinite
to infinity and beyond
thoughts cannot be verbalized
short term
long term
too many decisions

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defying gravity
as if it is the first time
talents
something green
something perky
tasty mmmm
yellow brick road

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mia
whats new
no feelings
prefer it this way

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no second chance
kind of bummed
for some reason im stuck on one
no response
effed shit up . . . .
sigh
my bad

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w i s h l i s t
happy gummy bears
w h e r e

W A N T M E O W

black black heart

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that intimate
that gooey
that shade

i gift to you
times two

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dizzo
swimming in white
floato
spinning in ty
licko
sucking in twice

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shallow thoughts
simple words
shrinking intelligence
swallow it down

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i said no
surprised myself
purposeless wasting stamina
believe i am strong
but i really am
you see?

c o u n t d o w n

hohoho

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maison michel
M O T H E R d a u g h t e r
matching
together forever

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h o l l y j o l l y

thankful for my family
holiday everyday
s p o i l e d

custom monogram case
dollah dollah beels yall
picasso-to-be kit + sex shades
date with elphaba & glinda in hollywood
unthoughtout credits

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i can kind of see
mildly visible
your withdrawal
your troubles

efforts appreciated
continuous forms of communication

much to prove
tolerable mr right meow
something mysterious
still intriguing

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no bs
testing my limits
attracted
can i bi?
weirdly pushy
honest
potentially yummy

c h a n c e ?

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w i t t l e o n e
long awaited plans
along for the ride
i likey
c o n q u e s t

i aint going no where
show and tell

p o s s i b l y . . . .
too little too late

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need isolation
need space
need rediscovery
need filler
need cells
need white+

R E f u c k i n g S E T
get ready for the end of a new beginning

its coming

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you’ve been great
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