Author: alice's playground

abstemious

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addiction, under control
moderately syncing
balancing it all

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the final goodbye 🍀💚
i cherish forever and more
none but the best wishes

being fully without
beats waves of warptwerkhuhwhatyeah
completely lost in time
ten months front line combat day and night
been. in. through.
im alright
could get used to
the calmest goodbye

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HIGH ON LIFE

then
dwelled on the neg

now
i magnetize
all that is good
all that is amazing

ridiculous shift
utterly surreal
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motherfuckin’ a l i c e i s b a c k 

cross my heart 

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r e f o r m e d

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time is flying by
almost feels like,
no moment to stop
pause
or think
its just all happening
so quick

no longer scared
just second guessing
how right its become
how whole i have been feeling
its so strange
ugh
i cant even describe it

blink of the eye

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with you,
even more so
this connection
this life
whats to come

reminding myself to not expect
no more disappontments

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h i

seven of diamonds 

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seven of diamonds card of spiritual values
nine of clubs one of the sexiest in the deck

magical in every sense
coming into ME

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been a while
been meaning to
so much ups and downs
so down cannot translate into words
up to the point of no return

promise
stablity with you
least i can do

so DO IT
n o e x c u s e s

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whirlwind 6 days

three of spades // artist card
nine of diamonds // the giver

lack of words
know what i feel
cherishing every moment
man child
mine

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b r b

as if

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i left a part of me with you

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overdue reunion
as if we never separated

feels like yesterday
three seasons passed

different paths
different countries
different relationships
different surroundings

yet…

same growth
same thoughts
same evolution
same love
same questions
same feelings

soul sisters?
no doubt

past life or this life
we fuckers for life

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chaotic in my brain
not my own inner
peeking in from the out
must defuse
recenter my core

feeling unpresent
a part of me stays

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yet another interesting
that feeling i cant describe
i remember from previous encounter
sobreity proves me right

a strange feeling
with one whom i am so familiar
flirtation?
not quite
admiration?
perhaps
strange attraction
borderline delusional
guess time will tell
for now
here we part

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slowly regaining inspiration

contempoary
modern
love
life
environment
minimal

patiently i wait
almost over the hump
instinctive feelings
excitements to come

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glow fucker glow
hand in hand we grow
connected souls
in sync visions

l o v e 1 0 0 %

visions

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You can have anything you want if you are willing to give up the belief that you can’t have it. -Robert Anthony

again,
the Five Minute Journal gets it

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feeling really uninspired
stopped seeing things
stopped envisioning dreams
mid air drifting
directionless

seeking materialistic
again, this void
rein in this uncontrollable beast
unstable
too much to handle

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see the good
feel the good
be the good

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connect
web of
seven nation army

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the whites kicking in
mann this is what i need
a little white to my life
a little color to spare

lights dimming
i feel my thoughts turning
i really just need to embrace
this is much greater than
flatlined with no ups or downs

need to push
i need a push
push me,
please

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okay
i feel back

b a

enticed

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she comes and she goes..
the world is hers to explore.

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the world is my playground
wanting you to join
our colliding bodies
rhythmatiically in sync
savoring every inch of you
feeling you filling me
push and pull
sighs and moans
in my fantasy there you’ll be
tracing my scars with your fingertips
loving me ever so tenderly

“i can never get enough” you said
my thoughts exactly

senses overload
drawn into your gaze

every moment
every movement
every word
every interaction

i cannot control my feelings
i need you
if only…

g l o w

fellow

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double crossed
physical low
mental high
resobertizing
tip top state

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polaroid jello
loopy round and round
courageous start
turbulant journey
irratical organization
overcharged emotions
or better, lack thereof
complete flatlined at surprising times
BUT
here i stand, am, complete
push it
keep em’ coming

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jah
the waiting

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fellow feeling
wonderful being
conjuring up a space of our own
gliding through the tunes
hearing what i hear
playing in sync

the meledy jammin’
the words relating
the bodies spinning
the minds awakening

explained in words
sought out the truth
i sighed to discover
ultimately absolute

dahh
falala
delirious
the least, experience
uncommon sense
sense of irratibility
feeling of animated beings
we are sick fucks
and guess what
we own this moment

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dont try too hard
hope youre happy
words of likes
warmth to my heart
are you frontin’
untrusting being
just oepn
live
go with the flow
shake it off
free your mind
flashes of color
you’ll never know unless you try
reminder from him
questioned with
how can someone try hard at not trying
darling the answer is clear
just wait
let me solve your confusion
one of a kinds
weirdos
how did we cross paths
still unreal
jepordizing my sanity
or whats left, anyway

g a m e .

weapon

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one super ult plus two noobs
welcome welcome
to the playground
weapon of choice

my kind of raw
editless
no afterglow
simply, as it

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step it up ladies and gents

twirl your fingers
yes twirl and swirl
be gone, you fear
inevitible as seems
some black and white typography
so gloomy so shadowy

slights of sights of wonderous things
skip and hop through the random of yee
unstoppable to the poppable

HUH
what did i just read

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dreaming of a carousel